to my dearest mom

Nur doakan mama dijauhi dari perkara-perkara yang tidak diingini.semoga pembedahan esok hari berjalan dgn lancar..nur harap sgt mama takde pape..Allah sentiasa bersama mama...banyakkan bersabar..nur harap sgt tomorrow things will turn out well..ameen ya rabbal alamin..

went to hospital just now with my brother...went to see my mother..she's in ward waiting for her turn b4 operation tomorrow..i really2 hope she'll be ok...i really hope its not cancer...people who read this..please pray for my mom k??i really10 love her...well..i know..who doesnt love their mom..everybody do rite??uhuh...my mom seems so worried just now..well..if she worried i even more worried!!i feel like crying just now..she asked for my bro to semayang hajat n recite yaasin for her..she asked me too..i'll do it tonite...my bro said we already ikhtiar..now all we have to is tawakkal to Allah..yeah..n i hope my mom will be less worry...but then it worries my brother pulak...huhu...my mom will start fasting tonite at 12 midnite..i bought her jacob's biscuit n a sachet of hot chocolate for her to eat..huhu..now i really10 hope she''ll be ok tomorrow...

GOOD LUCK MA!LOVE U SO MUCH!!

one more...really2 love this song..

love both version..andra and the backbone n gita gutawa.. really wanna sing this to someone...but have no one at the moment...once i'll get one..i'll sing for him..hehehe

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku
Ku kan selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayang kau begitu
Sempurna

Kau genggam tangan ku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Agar mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku..
kau adalah jantungku..
kau adalah hidupku
lengkapi diriku
oh sayang kau begitu
sempurna

sempurna..

And a poem for someone..well....it is bertepuk sebelah tgn..

aku merinduimu segenap waktu..
hatiku bagai dihiris sembilu
pedih terasa coretan nostalgiamu
biarpun dipenuih madu
namun hempedu tetap dirasai

aku menyayangimu segenap waktu
sayangku tiada berbelah bagi
cintaku padamu seikhlas hati
coretan jiwaku biarpun hempedu
ku ingin kau rasa madu..

lalalala....

love this song..i know the song is quite old...

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cryPlease,
just cut it out

_[Chorus]_

Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

_[Chorus]_
And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

And the award for best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

_[Chorus]_
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now

hey..i'm BAD

hey..i just wanna say that i'm such a loser for bertepuk sebelah tgn merindui org yg sudah bergf..tp susah untuk ku kikis perasaan itu...hurrmmm...hope i'll find someone way better then them..yeah..THEM..which means i miss more than 1 guy...and both already got gf!!!!!!!damn...haha...i'm bad...really2 bad...since high school..i am a bad person...when i pursue my degree..i hope by then i can forget them...hahah...i dont know when i can get over him...dah la...i got my family n friends...lalala...

eheh

well...we promised to play badminton early this morning...unfortunately..both of us (asiah n hanisah) didnt woke up..hahah...sedar2..my dad called n told me that its almost 11 o'clock n we're going to sdcc at 11.30.hah.today we celebrate my mom's,sister's n niece's b'day plus father's day...4 in 1 celebration combo at Sime Darby Convention Centre..Happy Birthday all!!n happy advance father's day!!had a yummy buffet Hi-tea..urmm..i had mongolian bbq which taste like asam pedas n kuey teow goreng..haha..not dat special la..but i love the lamb..the mash potato n the roast beef were delicious too...n the best part is the cendol durian!!!sedap!!owh...my stomach is so damn full today...God...then after that my sister's family n me went to ou..jln2..i went to nichii fashion city..tried 4 clothes..i cant fit in all of them!!!!!!!ugghhh...it doesnt look nice on me...then baru je nak masuk momoe...my sister called suruh balik dah..alaa...baru nak masuk..ish..hehe..padahal..momoe lah 1st shop yg daku ingin masuk tp terjadi last sekali..kerana mata ku tersangkut di tempat lain terlebih dahulu..ngehhe....owh yeah..n for the second time daku tertipu with 'ice milk tea'.thougt it will taste like vanilla...rupe2nye teh tarik..forgot la..the 1st time kena kat old town white coffee..haha..then balik rumah...did aerobic..halfway my nieces join me..n yeah..yesterday sgt pening kepale after buat account my mom..even though hanya menambah segale mende daku masih pening kepale...ternyata nombor yg byk tidak layak untuk ku..hahahah..i really cant be an accountant.well i've got my result for this second sem.alhamdulillah ade peningkatan n dats what i've targeted for.alhamdulillah syukur..Thank U Allah for giving me guidance n Your blessing.

ahha!

well..well..now i've started my food diary where i jot down all things dat i ate as one of the steps to reduce my weight...but of course...i always failed to cut my chocolate/sugar/candy/cake intake...my cousin just came back from her honeymoon n bought us chocolates...n yeah..dat really spoil my diet...i'm still like a yoyo...today gain weight..tomorrow turun...lalala...n sedih sgt ptg tadi cant play badminton...damn!asiah promise me to play tomorrow morning where the probablity of the wind to come is low...but i dont know bout the probability of me waking up early morning...hahaha....n yeah...i'm so happy dat farahin,hazira n nadia visited me yesterday!!!i haven't met her for a very long time...miss her so much!n yeah..as usual she has lots of stories to talk..really enjoy talking to her..n thanx hazira n nadia for driving her to my house n thanx again to hazira for bringing izzati to my house too!miss izzati too..she also have lots of stories to talk about.hahah..n yeah...all of them arr damn smart....semua stock 4 flat..hehe..congrats korang!

nothing unusual

today...as usual..wake up at 11am..masak...then i revise back japanese language which i learnt long time ago...found it quite fun knowing quite lots of words from japanese..hehe...then around 5 i did zapin for calorie burning..then masak again..then my mom's client came.searching for 1 carat diamond ring with good quality n cut..huhu...she's getting married..n i'm jealous...i want that ring too!!hohoho..so..dats all..nothing unusual today...