well...today..is...moody day

a'kum n hi readerzzz...fwenzz...i love u gurls n guys...ugghhh....i hate myself today n love myself today...i'm weird kan??god bless me...

went to kajang just now n i ...dunno ugghhh..god....i dont wanna love him but...i love him...i think i'm such a fool to do something like dat..god...i miss him like everyday n every nite.......i'm so crazy in love...i think i'm going to like..i dunno!!!!!!!!

well..i love u duckling..wooohooo...

haha

Hello gurls n guys...how'ya doink?hope fine...hope not like me..huhuhu..

OWH KAY...i went to kajang yesterday for kenduri doa selamat for my mom,along n siti kenit.it was their burfday.the kenduri went well..the foods were delicious!!n owh my gawd..izzy pandai masak!!!n i like his dish the most!omg...omg...heheh..mak cik masak all the dishes...the one yg izzy masak tuh diconduct oleh mak cik..aloy buat belacan...pedas....n i'm always happy to layan org dtg....especially kids..heheheh..well..sometimes i think...sometimes i just hate kids...menserabutkan kepale..but dunno why..semakin besar semakin i suke budak kecik..i wonder why...i miss..someone...very much....it hurts u know...

i wonder what he's doing rite now..semayang jumaat dah habis...mesti gi makan la kan?n then go to kuliah...the other one go to work..hurrmmm...thought wanna go n meet him..i guess..i'm not ready to introduce him to my mom even though my niat is to go shopping but actually i wanna meet him which requires me to introduce him to my mom...god...i hate myself...sometimes...it takes sometimes for me to heal my broken pieces of my heart...tp actually...i dunnno!!!!!

i cepat sgt terjatuh hati...but...i dunno...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu...i dont wanna have any bf at the moment..so...i can enjoy checkin out on hot guys...n...i dunnno...huhuhu....sometimes kan...i feel like giving my love to everyone...its good rite??or bad..??i dunno...love makes me...feeling so...........hurtful...n...i dunno...owh god...i wish i could talk to him..

friends...how'ya guys doink?I mean...how'ya gurls doink...?even though kitorang duduk takde lah jauh sgt but...kitorang semua bzzz kan?bile lagi nak buat gurls day out huh..??hurrmmm...I LOVE U GURLZZ!

OWH MY GAHWD...

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korang...jom arr gi vi nye carnival..cam gempak abis jerk...lagi ramai..lagi meriah..woohoo.....i wanna go n see mrs mennon!!jom la u guys!!i mean...gurls!!!!!!wooohooo...n this msg i dedicate especially to bow n my fwen...LETS CHECKIN' OUT ON HOT GUYS!WOOHOO!!!

OWH KAY!

READY GURLS???
I SAID!
bRRRRRR...I CANT SLEEP..
I WANT TO SLEEP!DONT WANT TO SLEEP!
I CREEP N CREEP TO MY ROOM I SLEEP..

STILL CANNOT SLEEP!CANNOT SLEEP!CANNOT SLEEP!!
I WANT TO SLEEP!I NEED TO SLEEP!I NEED TO SLEEP!

Di Hening Subuh

Di kala Subuh...Di kala mereka lena dalam mimpi...
Pancaindera ku tidak dapat ku lelap...
Tak mahu ku lelap..
Mahu ku penuhi masa keseorangan ini..

Selesa ku begini..
Selesakah aku kesunyian?
Selesakah aku?

Di waktu begini..aku selesa...
Aku tenang dan bahagia..
Walaupun cicak ku geli...
Ku tetap mahu menerokai..
Alam maya...

Alam Maya...
Baikkah?Burukkah?
Bagiku...terserah pada niat peneroka..
Niat pencungkil bakat muda-mudi...
Niat hati pendakwah dan pendakyah...
Niat kita..hai manusia biasa.

Alam maya yang kian moden..
Ku harap..anak cucuku nanti..
menggunakan sebaiknya..apa yang ada..
Biarlah jatuh tergolek dek batu neraka dunia..
Biarlah tersiat kulit mu dek duri bencana..
Biarlah lemas sementara di samudera api...
Ku harap..khilaf mengajar mereka erti hidup dengan lebih bermakna...
Kesenangan yg ada..menakutkan jiwa ku...
Syukurku tetap ku panjat pada yg Esa..

gurls n guys...n readers

Halu malaysia!!Halu everyone!!!I'm Hyper today!how r u guys doing??????????i'm doing fine here...so.............................................what's the big idea???hurrmmm....hehehe...i dunno...i wanna go to...vi carnival this sat...i hope anyone free so boleh teman i...
urrmmm
i really2 wanna go to lot 10....n i really2 wanna go to sg wang...n i really2 wanna go to klcc....somebody...please teman me?hehehe...i hope my mom free...hurrmmmm...so...wut d'y'all think??

i think...i'm good...good...good...cute...n...urmm....mengong...gedik...blurry...lampi....wut else??hahahahah...n hohohoho..hehe..so...urrmmm..bye

rindu....

rakan dan pembaca...a'kum dan selamat sejahtera.

pernahkah korang..berase pedih..yg teramat sgt??

urrmmm..sorry teremo.tak pe..aku mmg emo.

an emo gurl with stupid brain.(sorry brain..i love u..but..ok..i'm not stupid.)
follows her heart when there is rain...
even sunshine cannot heal her pain...

my dear emo gurl,
i said to myself,
Dont follow your anger,
Coz it leads to fear..
And fear can leads to anger again.
And then heavy rain.

When rain come and goes..
When storms come along...
When your heart n your soul sing melancholies..
When not a single soul wants your heart...

Tell your heart n brain,
"You're not my fellow foes..
We need to get along..
Dont blame ourselves but build back our strength...
Be good to others n grateful for what we have..
Never give up..never let a fool make fool of us..
With strategies and our spirit..
I know we could be the best!

Allahu Akbar!!walillahilhamd..God..bless me...bless my soul...bless my momma's n pappa's soul..my families soul..my teachers n friends soul...my fellow foes soul...all muslimin muslimat n mukminin n mukminat same ade masih hidup atau kembali padamu...

Amin....

Rakan dan pembaca sekalian...maafkan saya jika selama ini..saya tersasul kata...terkasar bahasa...terkutuk..sengaja mengutuk...termengumpat...terdgr org mengumpat korang...tersengaja mengumpat...mengumpat sekali korang...maafkan saya...maafkan saya..maafkan saya...saya hanyalah manusia biasa....i'm sorry..from the bottom of my heart....
I'll try my best..to be a good friend...a good daughter...a good student...a good co-worker...a good lover...a good cousin...a good auntie...

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....

hohohohohohohoho

a'kum...n helllo readerzz...hohohoho....
finally...dpt jugak update this blog...i dunno why the other computer ade certificate problem...bangang ke...bengong huh??bongong...wut eva...

owh kay..I miss school..i mean..SMK (P) SRI AMAN....I miss teachers...fellow friends...mak cik kantin...mak cik yg tolong sapu sampah n mop lantai yg I selalu pinjam baldi or mintak plastik sampah kat dia...I miss Taman Orkid...I miss the library..I miss bilik kaunseling...I miss kantin...I miss makmal bio..fizik n kimia...I totally miss all my classes..........especially Form 1,Form 3 n Form 5..I miss form 5 very much...GOD....help me...huAaa...I miss history...I miss Bahasa Melayu....I miss Mathematic...add math....Pendidikan Islam...wut else?EST?urrmmm...est...let me think properly...ok...I miss a bit...ok la...I miss it too...I miss everybody...every subjects....n objects...places...foods n drinks....I MISS U SRI AMAN!!!!hohohohooho....I wanna join the alumni...friends...jom join the alumni?But I'm not sure how to register la....huhuhu....Sri Aman years....5 years..

to Sri Aman...With LOVE...

Maju penuntu Sri Aman,
Menuju ke medan jaya,
Kita berganding bahu,
Berganding bahu di bawah bendera Malaysia.

Mari penuntut Sri Aman mari,
Kita meneroka zaman,
Agar nama takkan hilang,
Terpahat kukuh di tugu kenangan.

Jagalah imej sekolah kita,
Di mana kita berada,
Kesopanan dipandang akan mulia,
Dengan Prinsip Rukun Negara.

Segala ilmu kita tuntuti,
Sastera sains dan teknologi,
Menghadapi dengan hati,
Agar bahagia kemudian hari.

I miss perhimpunan hari Isnin.I miss Pn Alainal hassani.her talks during hari Isnin.Kata2 semangat kepada wirawati2.Elakkan 4M.Malas,Monyok,Manja,Mengada.And I still remember kata2 semangat sebelum kitorang gi koir competition.Sing like you are super star.cam akademi fantasia,malaysian idol.She asked us to do that.I miss her n her spirit.

Pn Noor..of course I miss her..all her tips rumah tangga.tips jaga anak..jaga hati suami...cerita pasal pembantu rumah..pengalaman mengajar di sarawak..pengalaman mengajar...cerita pasal anak sedare dia..n of course I jadi mangsa pendengar because I love her stories..hehehe..I miss her...even though sometimes pedas dgr dia ckp...tp semuanya adalah untuk kebaikan...saya sebagai seorang pelajar...amat bersyukur mendapat seorang cikgu seperti Pn Noor Khasimah.I miss her...Bahasa Malaysia yang diajar memang amat saya hargai..dan saya akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak merosakkan Bahasa Malaysia.

terlalu banyak kenangan dan sanjungan yg tidak dapat saya luahkan dalam bentuk kata2.Kesemua guru2..pejuang akademik di SMK (P) SRI AMAN banyak berjasa pada hidup saya.

akhir kata...SRI AMAN..semoga engkau langkah maju meneroka zaman dan tabah melalui onak duri,hutan belantara,samudera dan segala bentuk dugaan dan cabaran yang melanda.Semoga alma mater ku...dirahmati Allah sentiasa.Amin...