well...today..is...moody day

a'kum n hi readerzzz...fwenzz...i love u gurls n guys...ugghhh....i hate myself today n love myself today...i'm weird kan??god bless me...

went to kajang just now n i ...dunno ugghhh..god....i dont wanna love him but...i love him...i think i'm such a fool to do something like dat..god...i miss him like everyday n every nite.......i'm so crazy in love...i think i'm going to like..i dunno!!!!!!!!

well..i love u duckling..wooohooo...

haha

Hello gurls n guys...how'ya doink?hope fine...hope not like me..huhuhu..

OWH KAY...i went to kajang yesterday for kenduri doa selamat for my mom,along n siti kenit.it was their burfday.the kenduri went well..the foods were delicious!!n owh my gawd..izzy pandai masak!!!n i like his dish the most!omg...omg...heheh..mak cik masak all the dishes...the one yg izzy masak tuh diconduct oleh mak cik..aloy buat belacan...pedas....n i'm always happy to layan org dtg....especially kids..heheheh..well..sometimes i think...sometimes i just hate kids...menserabutkan kepale..but dunno why..semakin besar semakin i suke budak kecik..i wonder why...i miss..someone...very much....it hurts u know...

i wonder what he's doing rite now..semayang jumaat dah habis...mesti gi makan la kan?n then go to kuliah...the other one go to work..hurrmmm...thought wanna go n meet him..i guess..i'm not ready to introduce him to my mom even though my niat is to go shopping but actually i wanna meet him which requires me to introduce him to my mom...god...i hate myself...sometimes...it takes sometimes for me to heal my broken pieces of my heart...tp actually...i dunnno!!!!!

i cepat sgt terjatuh hati...but...i dunno...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu...i dont wanna have any bf at the moment..so...i can enjoy checkin out on hot guys...n...i dunnno...huhuhu....sometimes kan...i feel like giving my love to everyone...its good rite??or bad..??i dunno...love makes me...feeling so...........hurtful...n...i dunno...owh god...i wish i could talk to him..

friends...how'ya guys doink?I mean...how'ya gurls doink...?even though kitorang duduk takde lah jauh sgt but...kitorang semua bzzz kan?bile lagi nak buat gurls day out huh..??hurrmmm...I LOVE U GURLZZ!

OWH MY GAHWD...

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korang...jom arr gi vi nye carnival..cam gempak abis jerk...lagi ramai..lagi meriah..woohoo.....i wanna go n see mrs mennon!!jom la u guys!!i mean...gurls!!!!!!wooohooo...n this msg i dedicate especially to bow n my fwen...LETS CHECKIN' OUT ON HOT GUYS!WOOHOO!!!

OWH KAY!

READY GURLS???
I SAID!
bRRRRRR...I CANT SLEEP..
I WANT TO SLEEP!DONT WANT TO SLEEP!
I CREEP N CREEP TO MY ROOM I SLEEP..

STILL CANNOT SLEEP!CANNOT SLEEP!CANNOT SLEEP!!
I WANT TO SLEEP!I NEED TO SLEEP!I NEED TO SLEEP!

Di Hening Subuh

Di kala Subuh...Di kala mereka lena dalam mimpi...
Pancaindera ku tidak dapat ku lelap...
Tak mahu ku lelap..
Mahu ku penuhi masa keseorangan ini..

Selesa ku begini..
Selesakah aku kesunyian?
Selesakah aku?

Di waktu begini..aku selesa...
Aku tenang dan bahagia..
Walaupun cicak ku geli...
Ku tetap mahu menerokai..
Alam maya...

Alam Maya...
Baikkah?Burukkah?
Bagiku...terserah pada niat peneroka..
Niat pencungkil bakat muda-mudi...
Niat hati pendakwah dan pendakyah...
Niat kita..hai manusia biasa.

Alam maya yang kian moden..
Ku harap..anak cucuku nanti..
menggunakan sebaiknya..apa yang ada..
Biarlah jatuh tergolek dek batu neraka dunia..
Biarlah tersiat kulit mu dek duri bencana..
Biarlah lemas sementara di samudera api...
Ku harap..khilaf mengajar mereka erti hidup dengan lebih bermakna...
Kesenangan yg ada..menakutkan jiwa ku...
Syukurku tetap ku panjat pada yg Esa..

gurls n guys...n readers

Halu malaysia!!Halu everyone!!!I'm Hyper today!how r u guys doing??????????i'm doing fine here...so.............................................what's the big idea???hurrmmm....hehehe...i dunno...i wanna go to...vi carnival this sat...i hope anyone free so boleh teman i...
urrmmm
i really2 wanna go to lot 10....n i really2 wanna go to sg wang...n i really2 wanna go to klcc....somebody...please teman me?hehehe...i hope my mom free...hurrmmmm...so...wut d'y'all think??

i think...i'm good...good...good...cute...n...urmm....mengong...gedik...blurry...lampi....wut else??hahahahah...n hohohoho..hehe..so...urrmmm..bye

rindu....

rakan dan pembaca...a'kum dan selamat sejahtera.

pernahkah korang..berase pedih..yg teramat sgt??

urrmmm..sorry teremo.tak pe..aku mmg emo.

an emo gurl with stupid brain.(sorry brain..i love u..but..ok..i'm not stupid.)
follows her heart when there is rain...
even sunshine cannot heal her pain...

my dear emo gurl,
i said to myself,
Dont follow your anger,
Coz it leads to fear..
And fear can leads to anger again.
And then heavy rain.

When rain come and goes..
When storms come along...
When your heart n your soul sing melancholies..
When not a single soul wants your heart...

Tell your heart n brain,
"You're not my fellow foes..
We need to get along..
Dont blame ourselves but build back our strength...
Be good to others n grateful for what we have..
Never give up..never let a fool make fool of us..
With strategies and our spirit..
I know we could be the best!

Allahu Akbar!!walillahilhamd..God..bless me...bless my soul...bless my momma's n pappa's soul..my families soul..my teachers n friends soul...my fellow foes soul...all muslimin muslimat n mukminin n mukminat same ade masih hidup atau kembali padamu...

Amin....

Rakan dan pembaca sekalian...maafkan saya jika selama ini..saya tersasul kata...terkasar bahasa...terkutuk..sengaja mengutuk...termengumpat...terdgr org mengumpat korang...tersengaja mengumpat...mengumpat sekali korang...maafkan saya...maafkan saya..maafkan saya...saya hanyalah manusia biasa....i'm sorry..from the bottom of my heart....
I'll try my best..to be a good friend...a good daughter...a good student...a good co-worker...a good lover...a good cousin...a good auntie...

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....