OWH KAY!

READY GURLS???
I SAID!
bRRRRRR...I CANT SLEEP..
I WANT TO SLEEP!DONT WANT TO SLEEP!
I CREEP N CREEP TO MY ROOM I SLEEP..

STILL CANNOT SLEEP!CANNOT SLEEP!CANNOT SLEEP!!
I WANT TO SLEEP!I NEED TO SLEEP!I NEED TO SLEEP!

Di Hening Subuh

Di kala Subuh...Di kala mereka lena dalam mimpi...
Pancaindera ku tidak dapat ku lelap...
Tak mahu ku lelap..
Mahu ku penuhi masa keseorangan ini..

Selesa ku begini..
Selesakah aku kesunyian?
Selesakah aku?

Di waktu begini..aku selesa...
Aku tenang dan bahagia..
Walaupun cicak ku geli...
Ku tetap mahu menerokai..
Alam maya...

Alam Maya...
Baikkah?Burukkah?
Bagiku...terserah pada niat peneroka..
Niat pencungkil bakat muda-mudi...
Niat hati pendakwah dan pendakyah...
Niat kita..hai manusia biasa.

Alam maya yang kian moden..
Ku harap..anak cucuku nanti..
menggunakan sebaiknya..apa yang ada..
Biarlah jatuh tergolek dek batu neraka dunia..
Biarlah tersiat kulit mu dek duri bencana..
Biarlah lemas sementara di samudera api...
Ku harap..khilaf mengajar mereka erti hidup dengan lebih bermakna...
Kesenangan yg ada..menakutkan jiwa ku...
Syukurku tetap ku panjat pada yg Esa..

gurls n guys...n readers

Halu malaysia!!Halu everyone!!!I'm Hyper today!how r u guys doing??????????i'm doing fine here...so.............................................what's the big idea???hurrmmm....hehehe...i dunno...i wanna go to...vi carnival this sat...i hope anyone free so boleh teman i...
urrmmm
i really2 wanna go to lot 10....n i really2 wanna go to sg wang...n i really2 wanna go to klcc....somebody...please teman me?hehehe...i hope my mom free...hurrmmmm...so...wut d'y'all think??

i think...i'm good...good...good...cute...n...urmm....mengong...gedik...blurry...lampi....wut else??hahahahah...n hohohoho..hehe..so...urrmmm..bye

rindu....

rakan dan pembaca...a'kum dan selamat sejahtera.

pernahkah korang..berase pedih..yg teramat sgt??

urrmmm..sorry teremo.tak pe..aku mmg emo.

an emo gurl with stupid brain.(sorry brain..i love u..but..ok..i'm not stupid.)
follows her heart when there is rain...
even sunshine cannot heal her pain...

my dear emo gurl,
i said to myself,
Dont follow your anger,
Coz it leads to fear..
And fear can leads to anger again.
And then heavy rain.

When rain come and goes..
When storms come along...
When your heart n your soul sing melancholies..
When not a single soul wants your heart...

Tell your heart n brain,
"You're not my fellow foes..
We need to get along..
Dont blame ourselves but build back our strength...
Be good to others n grateful for what we have..
Never give up..never let a fool make fool of us..
With strategies and our spirit..
I know we could be the best!

Allahu Akbar!!walillahilhamd..God..bless me...bless my soul...bless my momma's n pappa's soul..my families soul..my teachers n friends soul...my fellow foes soul...all muslimin muslimat n mukminin n mukminat same ade masih hidup atau kembali padamu...

Amin....

Rakan dan pembaca sekalian...maafkan saya jika selama ini..saya tersasul kata...terkasar bahasa...terkutuk..sengaja mengutuk...termengumpat...terdgr org mengumpat korang...tersengaja mengumpat...mengumpat sekali korang...maafkan saya...maafkan saya..maafkan saya...saya hanyalah manusia biasa....i'm sorry..from the bottom of my heart....
I'll try my best..to be a good friend...a good daughter...a good student...a good co-worker...a good lover...a good cousin...a good auntie...

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....

hohohohohohohoho

a'kum...n helllo readerzz...hohohoho....
finally...dpt jugak update this blog...i dunno why the other computer ade certificate problem...bangang ke...bengong huh??bongong...wut eva...

owh kay..I miss school..i mean..SMK (P) SRI AMAN....I miss teachers...fellow friends...mak cik kantin...mak cik yg tolong sapu sampah n mop lantai yg I selalu pinjam baldi or mintak plastik sampah kat dia...I miss Taman Orkid...I miss the library..I miss bilik kaunseling...I miss kantin...I miss makmal bio..fizik n kimia...I totally miss all my classes..........especially Form 1,Form 3 n Form 5..I miss form 5 very much...GOD....help me...huAaa...I miss history...I miss Bahasa Melayu....I miss Mathematic...add math....Pendidikan Islam...wut else?EST?urrmmm...est...let me think properly...ok...I miss a bit...ok la...I miss it too...I miss everybody...every subjects....n objects...places...foods n drinks....I MISS U SRI AMAN!!!!hohohohooho....I wanna join the alumni...friends...jom join the alumni?But I'm not sure how to register la....huhuhu....Sri Aman years....5 years..

to Sri Aman...With LOVE...

Maju penuntu Sri Aman,
Menuju ke medan jaya,
Kita berganding bahu,
Berganding bahu di bawah bendera Malaysia.

Mari penuntut Sri Aman mari,
Kita meneroka zaman,
Agar nama takkan hilang,
Terpahat kukuh di tugu kenangan.

Jagalah imej sekolah kita,
Di mana kita berada,
Kesopanan dipandang akan mulia,
Dengan Prinsip Rukun Negara.

Segala ilmu kita tuntuti,
Sastera sains dan teknologi,
Menghadapi dengan hati,
Agar bahagia kemudian hari.

I miss perhimpunan hari Isnin.I miss Pn Alainal hassani.her talks during hari Isnin.Kata2 semangat kepada wirawati2.Elakkan 4M.Malas,Monyok,Manja,Mengada.And I still remember kata2 semangat sebelum kitorang gi koir competition.Sing like you are super star.cam akademi fantasia,malaysian idol.She asked us to do that.I miss her n her spirit.

Pn Noor..of course I miss her..all her tips rumah tangga.tips jaga anak..jaga hati suami...cerita pasal pembantu rumah..pengalaman mengajar di sarawak..pengalaman mengajar...cerita pasal anak sedare dia..n of course I jadi mangsa pendengar because I love her stories..hehehe..I miss her...even though sometimes pedas dgr dia ckp...tp semuanya adalah untuk kebaikan...saya sebagai seorang pelajar...amat bersyukur mendapat seorang cikgu seperti Pn Noor Khasimah.I miss her...Bahasa Malaysia yang diajar memang amat saya hargai..dan saya akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak merosakkan Bahasa Malaysia.

terlalu banyak kenangan dan sanjungan yg tidak dapat saya luahkan dalam bentuk kata2.Kesemua guru2..pejuang akademik di SMK (P) SRI AMAN banyak berjasa pada hidup saya.

akhir kata...SRI AMAN..semoga engkau langkah maju meneroka zaman dan tabah melalui onak duri,hutan belantara,samudera dan segala bentuk dugaan dan cabaran yang melanda.Semoga alma mater ku...dirahmati Allah sentiasa.Amin...

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a'kum friends n readers n hello..
hanisah baru balik dr pangkor semlm....best arr jugak gi pangkor...kutip seashell...mandi pantai lawan ombak dgn 'shin chan' 3 org tuh...(anak sedare) n kakak...abg pijo (abg ipar) pon ade sekali...die slalu tangkap ikan...dgn tangan...my mom terkehel kaki naik basikal...kesian die....i bace doa naik kenderaan memanjang..maklum lah...dah lame tak naik basikal...tiba2 nak bawak basikal gi pekan...

then pergi spa...besh!!tgn kakak tuh kuat....ingat kan die gune roda ape...rupa2 nye tgn die!sedap gilee...heheheh...

2 days b4 gi pangkor i went to johor melawat my grandma...die sehat...alhamdulillah....kucing kat sane hebat2 belake...ade kucing tuh name die spidey...die tuh mmg hebat...ade dua ekor kucing tuh...die sambut kedatangan kitorang...hehe..penunggu gate..

ghazali sehat...cam biase pelik n i dunno...bile die ade kawan die cam tak layan sgt hanisah..n hanisah selalu tanye die hanisah jahat tak...omg...hanisah cam tanye semua org soalan ni ke???god...maybe mase hanisah ade kawan hanisah pon tak layan dia sgt..yeah...maybe...

ok...so sekarang hanisah kat rumah....depan komputer...sehat alhamdulillah...semoga terhindar drpd perbuatan mungkar...amin....

Thank u...thank u...thank u...to GOD la kan 1stly...ugghhh...wut kind of hambe am i???god...i'm too self-concious..(adam kate)

owh k...enough of craps...a'kum n hello n welcome to my blog..1st thing 1st i would like to say...thank u to PETRONAS for offering me geology at Curtin university,Miri,Sarawak.Next i want to say thank u to MARA for offering me jadi lecturer or cikgu mrsm n buat IB dekat seremban... next i want to say thank u to UPM for offering sains asasi pertanian.

gurls n guys n readers,

i would like to inform dat i have n need to opt for UPM because it was always in my dream to do something with food...when i was in form 2...i wanted to become a nutritionist or dietitian...when i grow older...well..i know about food tech..so...i wanted to do food tech becoz..u can invent and research n try n test new recipes...its...fascinates me...especially..food...i just love it...becoz...its...sedap!!!!n i just cant deny it...ok...i'm hungry now...GOD....see...how i love food very much....ckp pasal food je..i dah cam...hungry...hehehe..i'm weird u guys...i know...n i'm scary too...i know...i think...i'm scary becoz i'm weird.dont u gurls...think so??heheheheh...

so...i opt for sains asasi pertanian...after 1 1/2 thn....i'm going to take up degree in food tech kat upm jugak...n...anyway..i dpt kolej ke-13 ye...i'm not sure dekat ke tak dgn kandang lembu...hope not...takut tibe2 tgh mlm tak leh tido sebab lembu mengigau...owh god....i ni kuat sgt berangan...yea...my kelemahan...n of course the other kelemahan...suke ckp byk....i'm sorry...its already tercatat dlm alel i....(suka ckp byk n lots of stories)...i'm sorry girls n guys...now i'm learning how to stop talking..i hope i can always shut up when i need to...n talk when i need to...n tell stories when i need too...

i'm learning what is life...what is family relationship,friendship n love..n...when something happen...something's not rite...i think...its better for me...to...blame the hormones...at the moment la..hahahah...becoz i'm only 17...i'm still young....proses tumbesaran belum selesai...but i think i dah terbantut...

n owh yeah...guys............stop telling me to exercise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i know i'm fat....n please just shut up....n tell ureself to exercise coz u ureself also buncit...n just shut up n please dont tell dat girl she is fat..its just a sensitive issue k????????????do u guys know dat ade kes pembunuhan kat malaysia ye....org perempuan tu ckp anak cikgu tusyen tu...fatty...n..dat anak cikgu tusyen (lelaki ye) ....stabbed dat girl 13 times...so of course..dat girl died..the moral of the story is...........................................tolong arr...stop ckp org tuh gemok la kurus la...ape la..i mean if u want to...u can..but...pandang2 n dgr2 n jeling2 arr org sekeliling...kang ade org terase....n the other moral is....ni lelaki ye yg emotional...yg ade 9 akal ye...cube kalo korang ckp kat perempuan yg ade 1 akal???diorang boleh bunuh diri tau..i'm serious...coz i pnah felt like that...but of course...alhamdulillah aku ade iman lagi..aku hidup lagi...takde la aku nak mensia-siakan amalan aku.

ok...so...korang...its already 2 am..i need to sleep..tomorrow going klcc with my mom...n dad i think...n pastu gi bristish council...my essay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!god...i always forgot to call Mrs Vaishali..my english teacher...

owh one more thing korang...this 17th june...ade karnival kat vi...n just Mrs Menon...i called her...she sent her regards to y'all n ask me how korang perform..i said "i think they do well becoz we got like 100% passed for english"..n she said "yea i knew!i heard of it...n one boy here failed bcoz he didnt come for the exam...(something like dat laa)".....n she ask me to help her sell coupons...so..anyone wants coupons from vi????actually....mrs menon kate..do u know anyone from sri aman form 4 & 5...vi boys wants to sell the coupons...but i dont give a damn...becoz i'm going for that carnival..n...korang...jom arr gi...........mesti ramai laki hensem...wakakakakaka....i'm single now k...........god....that's quite sad actually...nvmd....i'm single like others n i can always check out on guys...yeah...hello guys..i'm single...i dont want to have any realtionship yet...untill i'm...i dunno...hehehehehhe...nvmd....

owh...yea...i forgot dat i want to sleep...before that korang..sorry i always forgot to upload chatter box....n...how to huh???i dunno how to...n honestly sometimes i malas...k la..ni muktamad...no...lepas ni nak check myspace n friendster jap..then baru tido...heheheheheh...nite y'all...mmmuuuaahhhxx!!!!!